Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Hi, My name is Savannah, and I have issues.

I have issues with everything.
Depression.
My art.
Sadness.
Sleeping.
Eating.
Friends.
Food.
Loneliness.
Heights.
People.
Computers.
Music.
Animals.
Being Happy.
Making Friends.
Motivation.
Bullies.
Everything.


I am extremely depressed right now, 
I keep thinking of killing myself.
I would never kill myself, I just keep thinking about it.
I want to cry so badly, but if I cry, my parents will flip out, I don't want to have to bare an awkward conversation with my mom yelling at me again.
I want to talk to Mason, but he seems to be ignoring me. 
I miss him so much, I just want to talk to him, talking to him makes everything better.
It's like a remedy, Every time I talk to him, everything is better, even for a little while, I sleep better after I talk to him.

I am obsessing over little things, like Adam deleting my suggestion for a cheer off of our FB page, I MADE that page, and he has taken it over.

I want to disappear.
I want to talk to Mason.
I want my parents to finally understand me.
I drew this, if anyone cares.

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