When will they realize?

I cannot focus on math.

I cannot remember combinations of numbers.

I am completely failing at math.

Instead of anyone bothering to try to help me, I get yelled at.

I have tried and tried and tried.

I am so tired of this.

I like art. 

So I draw.

I like reading.

So I read.

I do not get math.

So I avoid it.

My dad is good at math.

He just gets made when I cannot answer him within 5 seconds.

I hate this.

I want to go see a friend DJ-ing on Friday.

Mom wants to go to Grand Junction instead.

I want to go with the Scouts to the Haunted house in Junction on Wednesday.

Instead mom wants to go on Friday, with the whole family.

She doesn't get how hard I am trying to make some friends.

I cannot go see anyone, She won't drive me, and doesn't want me to ride the bus.

So I am stuck here, in the middle of nowhere.

Nobody cares that I am getting bullied by a family in Scouts.

My parents are only mad at that family for what they've done to their marriage.

All this time I have been quiet about everything.

As my parents and sister complain about how stressed they are.

I haven't said a word about my stomache being upset 90% of the time, that my tooth hurts, or anything.

My birthday is coming up, I doubt I'll even have enough friends to throw a party with.

Well, my parents probably don't want me to throw a party anyways.

Not like anyone would come.

Huh

Hi, I am back after a bit of absence.

I wonder if any of you even realized or cared I was gone.

Probably not.

Oh well, Guess what?

This blog should be a year old next month, since I think my first post was around my birthday.

Speaking of which, I might possibly get a video camera.

I should also tell you guys why I have been away, shouldn't I?

Well, I have been busy building a haunted house for scouts.

I will be acting in it aswell, starting Friday.

I get to see my crush, who is acting too.

I am glad he is nice to me, He is one of the few people not poking or grabbing or picking on me in general.

He doesn't talk to me much.

Ohwell.

Anyways.

The lady in charge is a freak'n b*tch.

Same one who tore my family apart for about 8 months.

Only about two maybe three people know this.

So she gets to pick on me as much as she wants.

Ohwell.

I can live, at least *he* is there, and also doesn't seem to like her much.

*He* is also in a room near mine, well all the rooms are near mine, mine is in the center of the haunted house! xD

I need a break, I wish Mojo Yogo was closer too New Castle or Glenwood Springs!

I really like that place, I would work there if Grand Junction wasn't so darn far away!

xD

Goodnight!

{MewMewSensei}