Monday, July 9, 2012

I told myself I'd wait.

Until I had something decent to post.
But I am feeling really down, so I'm just going to try not to cry and just be sad for a bit.
I am incredibly lonely, although there are people around, I don't have anyone I feel safe talking to anymore, I don't have any pets,
I feel awful, I want to cuddle with someone and just cry but, like I said, there isn't anyone I would feel comfortable crying to.
I wish I had a pet.
I need someone who won't judge me,
I need someone who doesn't think I'm worthless.

Now dad says I can get an Akita, but only an Akita, he says no other breed.
I'm not allowed to get a cat, and Akitas are expensive and hard to get.
So, in the time I need a buddy the most, I'm not allowed to have one.

Why did Basia have to go?
Why did my buddy have to leave me when I truly needed that comfort?
why do human beings have to be so judgmental?

I'll disappear now, I guess, nobody probably even bothered to read any of this anyways.

-Savannah

Sunday, July 8, 2012

I am silent for reasons

Cause people who know my family irl follow me here.
Sorry guys, but for now my family situation is supposed to be 'kept to ourselves', Luckily my parents haven't found this blog. xD
Or my Tumblr.

GUYS I AM SAD.
My boyfriend is in Arizona for a week. ;a;
My bestie is probably still sick.
and I hung out with Olivia on the forth and fifth.
I HAVE LESS RL FRIENDS THAN THERE ARE DAYS OF THE WEEK(rl friends, that I can see irl)
NUUUUUUUU.

I will now go continue to tell the wildlife that I love them and ask them not to leave me. ;a;

ALSO MAYBE PICTURES IF MY NEW PHONE WILL LET ME POST THEM. >.<