When will they realize?

I cannot focus on math.

I cannot remember combinations of numbers.

I am completely failing at math.

Instead of anyone bothering to try to help me, I get yelled at.

I have tried and tried and tried.

I am so tired of this.

I like art. 

So I draw.

I like reading.

So I read.

I do not get math.

So I avoid it.

My dad is good at math.

He just gets made when I cannot answer him within 5 seconds.

I hate this.

I want to go see a friend DJ-ing on Friday.

Mom wants to go to Grand Junction instead.

I want to go with the Scouts to the Haunted house in Junction on Wednesday.

Instead mom wants to go on Friday, with the whole family.

She doesn't get how hard I am trying to make some friends.

I cannot go see anyone, She won't drive me, and doesn't want me to ride the bus.

So I am stuck here, in the middle of nowhere.

Nobody cares that I am getting bullied by a family in Scouts.

My parents are only mad at that family for what they've done to their marriage.

All this time I have been quiet about everything.

As my parents and sister complain about how stressed they are.

I haven't said a word about my stomache being upset 90% of the time, that my tooth hurts, or anything.

My birthday is coming up, I doubt I'll even have enough friends to throw a party with.

Well, my parents probably don't want me to throw a party anyways.

Not like anyone would come.