Showing posts with label help. Show all posts
Showing posts with label help. Show all posts

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Hi, My name is Savannah, and I have issues.

I have issues with everything.
Depression.
My art.
Sadness.
Sleeping.
Eating.
Friends.
Food.
Loneliness.
Heights.
People.
Computers.
Music.
Animals.
Being Happy.
Making Friends.
Motivation.
Bullies.
Everything.


I am extremely depressed right now, 
I keep thinking of killing myself.
I would never kill myself, I just keep thinking about it.
I want to cry so badly, but if I cry, my parents will flip out, I don't want to have to bare an awkward conversation with my mom yelling at me again.
I want to talk to Mason, but he seems to be ignoring me. 
I miss him so much, I just want to talk to him, talking to him makes everything better.
It's like a remedy, Every time I talk to him, everything is better, even for a little while, I sleep better after I talk to him.

I am obsessing over little things, like Adam deleting my suggestion for a cheer off of our FB page, I MADE that page, and he has taken it over.

I want to disappear.
I want to talk to Mason.
I want my parents to finally understand me.
I drew this, if anyone cares.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

High School.

I think I am going to go to Coal Ridge this year.
I need to study up and pass the entrance crap, so blog posts should still be regular, just not as interesting...
More complaining will be posted xD
But, can any of you tell me what is on a high school entrance exam thing?
I would like to know what to study hardest for.