Some photos

I have some photos from places.

 Some beading supplies.

 Mason and Kevin having an epic moment at Biathlon

 Annnd it's over.

 My dad trying to figure out what the award ceremony was going to be like at Biathlon.

 My sister on a weird bridge thing that goes over a parking lot to some apartments.

I drew this a few months ago, when I still had long hair. 

I fail badly.

I promised everyone a new vlog would be taken at Klondike, and in the excitement of everything, I may have left my video camera in the car. ):

I do have a silly video from the other day when we had to turn the power off because the kitchen almost caught on fire. xD

Hopefully it will load. xD

Throwing things at people.

There are some people who I want to throw bricks at.

Mention their names, and my thoughts are "I wish I had a brick"

Ohwell.

People.

I am not a people person.

I cannot stand them for long, I guess that is why I am constantly ditched, because I let it happen.

Ugh, I just want to stop stressing over silly things, but I cannot. 

Grr.

Here is a ruined work in progress, Fail computer failed and killed the layers.

Hi, My name is Savannah, and I have issues.

I have issues with everything.

Depression.

My art.

Sadness.

Sleeping.

Eating.

Friends.

Food.

Loneliness.

Heights.

People.

Computers.

Music.

Animals.

Being Happy.

Making Friends.

Motivation.

Bullies.

Everything.

I am extremely depressed right now, 

I keep thinking of killing myself.

I would never kill myself, I just keep thinking about it.

I want to cry so badly, but if I cry, my parents will flip out, I don't want to have to bare an awkward conversation with my mom yelling at me again.
I want to talk to Mason, but he seems to be ignoring me. 

I miss him so much, I just want to talk to him, talking to him makes everything better.
It's like a remedy, Every time I talk to him, everything is better, even for a little while, I sleep better after I talk to him.

I am obsessing over little things, like Adam deleting my suggestion for a cheer off of our FB page, I MADE that page, and he has taken it over.

I want to disappear.
I want to talk to Mason.
I want my parents to finally understand me.

I drew this, if anyone cares.

I've been neglecting blogger.

I am so sorry! TT-TT

I got Windows 7 instead of Ubuntu now!

W00t, Going to make some videos, and start a livestream or Join.me for art!

So, anyways, go check out my dA for what I've been up to, since I've been posting there a bit more often. ^^

My deviantART

^Click there^

Have a nice day.

Because it's "fair"

I'm just going to pop in here and complain about not being allowed to have a puppy.

It is sort of a rant, I guess, I just need to complain to someone about it because my sister is getting a hamster soon.



For years, I have been asking and begging to get a puppy.
But all I get is "No Savannah, You are not responsible enough for a puppy"

I have had two pets of my own in my life, a betta fish, who lived way past the average(He lived to be 2 years older than normal betta fish)

and a duck, I ended up giving him to my sister, then she had to give away all her animals. 


Now, I should tell you, years ago, one time when we went to Kansas, my dad and aunt decided to get my younger sister an iguana.

They took both of us to the pet store, and let my little sister pick out an iguana, letting me look at all the other pets, where I ended up finding an adorable little puppy who fell asleep in my arms.

When I was told that my little sister would be getting a pet, and that I could not have one.

Do you know how being told that your little sister could get something that you also wanted but you couldn't have feels?

They also didn't tell my mom about it, I actually told her about this, not knowing that they where going to "surprise" her with it.


Again, I am too nice to people, to realize what they had done.

I wasn't allowed to have pets, but my irresponsible little sister could.

I wouldn't be allowed to have pets until years later, when they FINALLY decided to get me a betta fish.

Well, my little sister would hardly clean her iguana's cage, he ended up getting sick and dying.


Well, the next year, my betta passed away, after avoiding death several times(He liked to jump out of his tank, which we couldn't find a lid for)

So, my parents decided to get chickens, and to avoid my sister naming them all, They got us ducks.

I am not good with birds.

So my duck ended up being given to her.

Over the next few years(09-11)she got even more birds.

I kept asking for a puppy or a llama(We had horses, and llamas, but our llamas where a bit wild and all the babies where "family" pets)

No.
Was always the answer.

Well we had to give away all of the pets besides the dog and cat. 

My sister bugged dad for a hamster.

Guess who is going to get one in a few months?


I've been asking for a dog since forever.

But no.


Because I am "irresponsible".


But my little sister who won't clean cages, or properly feed/water animals can have whatever she wants.


And my parents say they are "fair".

Because spoiling your favourite child is "fair".