I am depressed and sick of no one noticing.
I listen to
everyone complain, I don't care what it is, I always listen and support them.
Nobody does that for me.
I've been interested in archery for, what is it, three or four years now.
Well, my dad, who is supposed to teach me how to shoot with a bow, but he'd rather take Mackenzie out shooting with her rifle.
I only have about three friends my age that hung out with me, two of which, live far away now.
The other is too busy to text/talk/IM me anymore, sometime's it feels like she is just ignoring me.
I can't even get people to talk to me online, I sat on iscribble for over an hour, waiting for someone to come into the same room as me.
even WHILS is ignoring me, every RP, topic and chat I make or comment on, dies.
Nobody bothers to talk to me on dA either, I am such novice that nobody bothers.
My mom won't ask me about anything, and I don't have enough courage to try to talk about anything expect manga and things I've read, then everyone complains that that is all I talk about.
I quit expecting anything or getting excited about anything, because once I do, mom or dad suddenly decide not to go/do whatever it was.
Everyone that likes me always end up moving away.
I'm not allowed to wear/get any of the styles I like.
Everyone besides Amanda, left class.
I'm the only one in the house that gets used or handy-down computers/phones/technology/furniture.
I can't go to any clubs/sports or meet any new people because I am home schooled or it's too far away, too much money, my parents just don't want to drive me.
My mom said she'd talk to her friend/partner-like person about me getting a small weekly job-type thing, but she always 'forgets' even though I put reminders on her cell phone.
I'm only posting this on here because I need to vent.
Here is a drawing/screenie of a drawing I made in iScribble, I made the Chibi, the other drawing belongs to someone else.
