A Birthday shout out!

Because I know she follows my blog. <3

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!!

My best friend in Georgia!

I miss you~

Love, Savannah Taylor Puckett.

Moab

I am getting my mom's old camera(Which is like, less than a year old!)
and going to Moab on Friday, I hope to get a lotta pictures with both cameras. c:

I am getting a root canal tomorrow. ;a;

But MOAB.
Moab is fuuuun, according to everyone in Scouts, this is an annual trip the troop and crew makes every year to see the carshow and go do things, I am signed up to go on a three mile bike trip, which should be nothing compared to my sister and my eight+ mile bike trips around to New Castle and back(I live about three miles out of town)

Ehehehehe and Mason is going biking as well, Dana and Sheabrea are going canyoneering with the other group. xD

My legs are so ugly, they are sunburnt and chubby. >:C
Whatever, I will where my adorable shorts cause they don't get caught in the chain of my bike. xD

Trees

Buying a tree from Field Direct Trees gives my Troop/Crew money to fund our trips, Field Direct Trees is only open to the public for ONE day, So stop on by, Meet some Scouts, There will be a concession stand from what I'm hearing. :) 

/shot

I'm so sorry I haven't been blogging! xD

So here are some random events and things. ^^

At the Scout meeting last Tuesday, A little boy decided that he wanted the candy that I had, in an effort to get this he turned out the lights and shut the door to the room Dana, Myself and another little girl where in.

Being the genius I am, I thought he went outside and was holding the door in the main room. ^^'

Boy was I wrong. xD
So I walked across the room quietly, and started reaching the lightswitch.

My hand ended up hitting his head lightly, He didn't notice that I had moved across the room, Thus scared the crap outta him, He opened the door screaming and ran away, the entire troop look at me, while I stood there with a 'wtf just happened' face. xD



I also got a /job/ on Friday. ^^

I now work at a treefarm. 

Tonight was also amazing, I got into a poking war with Mason and he snuck a hug into the game. c:
This was at the hike tonight. ^^

It's been a strange few weeks, I've been having depressed days, then days like today where I feel like I'm queen of the world(Mason making most of the good days good) xD


Seeing Amanda also makes me a million times better because we get along amazingly. xD

Laughing whilst on a sugar-high

Am I the only one that now realizes what 'sugar high' means? I mean my parents said it, but we never talked about drugs in our household, so now that I'm older I'm like 'wow, they meant something else' xD

The guys aren't ignoring me any more.

I guess it is hard to ignore someone that plays dumb as well as myself.

I am really good at that, Playing dumb, I mean.

I think that by how innocent I've been acting lately, That the ones ignoring me think that I don't actually know what's going on. haha.

I do, I just prefer not to get stuck on it, I mean, if my mother would stop I don't know... fuelling the fire, I'd be alright with the 'evil ones'

I am really good at tolerating, and I just want the crew to be happy again. 

But noooooo, mommy thinks I should defend myself, and make everyone else's lives hell.

Nope.

I want to go to Moab by myself, if she goes she'll likely ruin it for me. :/

The reason they are ignoring me is because she did her stupid 'Savannah feels...' thing.

I effing hate that. -.-

My best friend and sister even realize how unfair I get treated by my parents! 

For crying out loud. >.<

Ohwell, My sister is being nice to me, mostly due to my dad leaving her at home, and now she wants her big sister back, THANK YOU PUBERTY, SHE IS OUT OF THE ANGRY-THIRTEEN-YEAR-OLD-GIRL-THAT-HATES-EVERYTHING STAGE.

;a; I now get to be a role-model again.
and she said she would not invade my Venture crew and steal my friends away, she wants her /own/ friends now. ^^


I must leave, Byebye~

~Savannah

To think

To think that I actually thought I might have had friends.

To  think the I respected these people.

How sexist can you be? 

Just because I am a girl, means what?

That if I say "Hi" to you, you can ignore me?

That you avoid me?

That MY OWN VENTURE CREW LEADER WILL NOT EVEN LOOK AT ME?

I admired you guys, really.

I looked up to my leaders.

Am I not worth it?

What did she say to you?

Why won't you acknowledge my presence.

I am here too.

I really am, I just want someone to say "Hey, Savannah, you're okay."

Can nobody accept me?

Thank you for making this ongoing depression worse.

Thank you so effing much.

I really only wanted someone or something to tell me that I am 'okay' that I am not some worthless piece of crap left to rot.

I actually valued your opinions highly, I took whatever you said literally.

I tried to ask for help.

You shoved me into a sled.

I tried to voice my opinion.

You ignored me.

I tried to stick with the group.

You left me behind and ditched me.

But not Mason and Dana.

No, Dana actually comes over to hang out with ME.

Mason actually tries helping me.

Dana asks for my help, even if I have none to give, at least I know that I am needed.

Mason actually comes over just to poke me and play.

I had taught myself not to value boys' opinions, but, the last year changed all that.
Now I realized I shouldn't have stopped that.

Why?

Why am I worthless?

Why can't I have a value?

Why can't you just acknowledge that I am here too?

What does she have that I don't?

She can speak in front of people, I cannot, but she also lies constantly.

It is extremely hard for me to lie, I believe in karma.

I know I have no valuable skills.

Are those reasons really enough to do all that?

I bet you have no idea about this depression that I have.

Throwing myself out of a moving car sounds good. 

Buttons

Guys, I now have a bit of an obsession with those buttons that link to different bloggers' blogs.

I only have three(That I stole from three sisters).

I am making my own later. ^^'

BUT I WANT MOOOOORE.

Please. 

This is basically free advertising for you!

I'll do a button swap once I get mine made, too~

~Mew the bucket signing out~