As all hell breaks lose (Lindsay and Savannah vent)"

Haunted House is really frick'n evil.

Savannah is writing in this colour.

Lindsay in this colour.

"Going to the 13th Floor is cancelled because our Haunted House YOUR(S and L) room isn't finished"

what the hell?!? since when is this right? only OUR room wasn't up to par

so why cancel because you hate us? we could have gotten it done thank you very much!!!!

Honestly? We had a SINGLE EFFING THING TO DO. 

We have to wait because of a TWENTY FOUR HOUR EPOXY.

So, I stayed up until TWO A.M. cleaning, so I could go?

You are really really getting on my nerves.

 By the way i think i killed savannah a little bit...............sorry

"So we'll put up balloons to look like Slendy's face."

I AM SLENDY, EFF YOU.
NOT SOME MUTHABUKKING BALLOONS.
/Pops balloons/

Honestly they don't look like faces. they look like balloons.

they look like balloons that are just hanging out and doing whatever but maybe i don't

 have an imagination?

"I didn't turn on your fog machine" -From a kid this time, a freaking annoying one that lies, constantly.

egiuwfgwkeufgwkjeugflqgrflwieufgl.
I wish to through him out the window with the urinal.


with that being said, we arent stupid. we left WITH EVERYTHING OFF! and we come back and its fucking cloudy i feel like a cat coughing up a hairball and i cant see a few inches in front of my face.

Feel free to lie to us again and we may throw you out the window............of a moving bus that is.

"Oh yeah your wall got torn down"
THE ACTUAL FUCK.
WHY?
AND THEN YOU YELL AT US ABOUT NOT HAVING ANYTHING DONE /IN/ THE ROOM.
WELL WE JUST FIXED THE WALL FOR THE MILLIONTH TIME BECAUSE YOU AND YOUR ANNOYING BRAT OF A SON CAN'T NAVIGATE A LADDER THROUGH A ROOM.

LEAVE OUR DAMN WALLS ALONE! WHAT THE FUCK DID THEY EVER DO TO YOU?

THAT'S RIGHT NOTHING!!!LKASGRHASFKHFSDALK

It was later implied that we don't have control over what's in our room, and that infact, everyone else is in charge of it, we just put things together, but first we must read their minds.

Nooope.

Screw off.
Mine.
My room.

Not yours.

i will be very honest I DON'T HAVE THE FUCKING ABILITY! when you know how to get it let me know

i dont really want it but i can tell  you where to shove it though............

Our crew leaders leave a lot of people out of the loop.

THIS WILL STOP! i don't really like this at all this is so stupid

why leave people out? it only makes me want to shoot you in the face with a brick

and besides its not nice.......and this is coming from me!

Bricks are amazing.
Back to the point, I usually don't get told, unless they want me to tell others.

Most of the crew is high or not entirely there...

The only crew members I respect anymore are Mason, Xavier, Lindsay, and Dana...
Common sense isn't so common, and they seem to want to merge with the douchebaggy older troop boys we have...

there's this wonderful thing called OPEN A DAMN DOOR learn it live it love it and maybe you'll survive..........

She's talking about how our crew president and two guys from another crew shut themselves into a room whilst painting.... They where very very high.

 ...with yaoi.

STOP MOLESTING MY BOYFRIEND, JACOB, YOU STUPID EFFING FREAK.
He's a stupid perverted freak. i should know. he was staring at my ass for almost half an hour

and he should be locked in a room with yaoi and the spoiled brat. they would have fun....but i don't want to know about it . and kissing my brother's shoulder?!?!? that's just creepy KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF UNLESS YOU WANT TO LOSE YOUR..............

Nobody but Lindsay, Pat, Jacob and I where there one day, I put my music on, WHY THE HELL DID IT GET TURNED OFF? oh yeah, because only Adam, Acacia and Ladibel can play music.
Kind of disrespectful, and really hurt, what happened to letting everyone get a chance, I cannot stand pop music...
dubstep, same pop music over and over again, some weird shit i haven't heard of.....no thank you variety is very much appreciated 
"We have 800 bucks, which pretty much means that it is only going to us" -not exact quote, they've been implying that we need to not spend anything on our rooms, while they go and buy GOOD lumber, and GOOD things for their rooms, while we get SHITTY lumber and SHITTY things for ours.

I will die in the costume that you bought because it's a MAN'S SUIT, not a womans, and it is a MILLION sizes to big for me, and why can't we use any money? we've spent, maybe, $10 bucks?
everything is not about you. we're in this too you know.
so stop being selfish and share damn it. Shall we all go back to kindergarten and learn to share again?

That is it for now~ We will come back eventually, the crew is a nice place to find things to vent about. c:

~Savannah. Lindsay

Shucks this sucks.

AS MUCH AS I EFFING LOVE THE CREW.

Haunted House can be fun, but our leaders become utter jerks.

Yeh, I'm sorry, you want me to RUSH RUSH RUSH and HURRY UP and FINISH IN THREE SECONDS?

Oh, well, sorry NONE of us are going to focus on our manners, be happy that we are not cussing you out for being like this, cause I already feel like crap, you telling me why I am a failure, or taking away anything I need/want is just making me feel worse.

"Well...Shad said you barely acted in the room last year"

OH WELL I AM SO EFFING SORRY FOR NOT UNDERSTANDING WHAT ACTING IS, IT IS OBVIOUSLY JUST STANDING BEHIND A CURTAIN UNTIL THE LAST SECOND THEN MAKING A GRUNTING NOISE.

"Well... You can't be the victim in Mason's room cause you two are dating...You'll never shut up"

Soooo, YOU WANT ME TO ACT IN A ROOM WITH SOMEONE LIKE SHAD AGAIN?

He.pushed.me.into.the.props.I.had.bruises.

AND NOTICE THAT BEFORE YOU SAID THIS I SAT ACROSS FROM HIM WHILE YOUR DAUGHTER USED HIM TO GET AN AWARD AND I SAID /NOTHING// FOR AN HOUR.

"I'm sorry, but I don't think Lindsay or Levis is fit for this role in your room, They need to be small and run around quickly"

I EFFING THINK I KNOW WHO MY ROOM NEEDS, AND IT IS NOT A SMALL CHILD.

"Well...how are you going to hide your 'lady lumps"
WELL... YOU SEE THERE IS THIS THING, IT IS CALLED "BINDING".

"More working, less goofing off"
WE ARE NOT GOOFING OFF, WE ARE LAUGHING AND GIGGLING AS WE WORK BECAUSE WE ARE FRIENDS AND GIRLS, ALSO, WORK FOR THIS SHOULD BE FUN.

"Dana said she quit, and left for a day, you did the same thing without saying you quit"
OKIE, HEY LADY, EFF THE HELL OFF, I DIDN'T SAY I QUIT CAUSE I DIDN'T QUIT.
I TOOK A BREAK FROM YOU AND YOUR JERKISH WAYS.

"You need to be grateful for the parents and leaders help, This is YOUR haunted house"
Really doesn't feel like it, yeh know, cause I haven't got to keep any of my ideas..at all.
Also you are kind of a B-I-T-C-H.



So yeh, this is what I've dealt with since...September started.
When I remember/hear more stupidity, I'll post it.

Haunted House...

It's that time of year again.
Shoot.

ya know when you love something yet have to go through all this hell for it?

and end up in tears and wonder "Why did I do this?"

Well...I can't say how I feel right now, they're starting to do that discreet bullying thing again, everything I try to do end up in "I don't think so"'s and I want to curl up and cry.

so apart from the Haunted house, I have moved across my small town, I now live with my dad, and my mom is going to end up in Glenwood eventually, I've agreed to part time, because honestly, my parents both treat me the same, they just want to be with my sister, I'm just the one that is there, that they have to figure out what to do with.

But, I've come up with a word for the three of my family members...

Immature.

It'd be nice to quietly work things out, but none of them will, it always turns into some stupid yelling match.

I think I'll just hide until I can see Mason, and then hide somemore.

I might drop by Amanda's house later too...

BAM Muthabuckkers.

Is it surprising that I am still alive?

lol...

ANYHOW.

I have moved, yes? Sort of, I am almost out of the old house, which I spent fourteen of the (almost) sixteen years I have been alive in.

It is sort of weird, but okay, I guess.

I mean, it doesn't really matter, cause I cannot consider any of these places "home".

Sometimes I laugh, I call the new place the duplex, and the old place the old house.

I prefer not being anywhere that my family considers "home"

I'd rather be with Mason.

He's the best.

I just can't see him until Tuesday. :'c

anyways, I figured I'd post something, just cause my blog seems a bit left out(I lurk everywhere)

So have a picture of me cosplaying Scootaloo and being with Slenderman at NDK.

Nuuuurrrrrr.

Guys...

I need prescription contacts/glasses...

I'm getting contacts for a month to see if I like them.

Well that'll be interesting(I'm getting them on Tuesday).

Also I'm moving within the next two-three weeks, and rest assured Amanda, I'm just moving into town(I tried to reply to your last comment but it won't alert you) I'll be in a duplex above City Market, So no biggie.

I'm going to go to a music in the park thing and then hiking on Sunday with my dad, sis, and a friend, We're night hiking up to Hanging Lake under the moon~

and last Saturday I went to a Flobots concert, and I got to hang out with the band(They're plain amazing, okay).

On Monday I'm going to hang out with Mason~ <3

I guess that's it for now~

Neglect. xD

I may have forgotten about you guys, sorry. xD

But, I have my distractions, Good and bad, such as,

Maaaassooon. <3

Venturing. <3

Haunted House.

Scout a rama.

NDK con.

Flobots Concert with Olivia.

Friends.

My new bunny.

Work.

School.

Divorce.

Moving.

Sometime soon I may be bothered to write a proper entry, but as for now, I'll just goof off of my blogger duties.

I told myself I'd wait.

Until I had something decent to post.
But I am feeling really down, so I'm just going to try not to cry and just be sad for a bit.
I am incredibly lonely, although there are people around, I don't have anyone I feel safe talking to anymore, I don't have any pets,
I feel awful, I want to cuddle with someone and just cry but, like I said, there isn't anyone I would feel comfortable crying to.
I wish I had a pet.
I need someone who won't judge me,
I need someone who doesn't think I'm worthless.

Now dad says I can get an Akita, but only an Akita, he says no other breed.
I'm not allowed to get a cat, and Akitas are expensive and hard to get.
So, in the time I need a buddy the most, I'm not allowed to have one.

Why did Basia have to go?
Why did my buddy have to leave me when I truly needed that comfort?
why do human beings have to be so judgmental?

I'll disappear now, I guess, nobody probably even bothered to read any of this anyways.

-Savannah