Haunted House...

It's that time of year again.
Shoot.

ya know when you love something yet have to go through all this hell for it?

and end up in tears and wonder "Why did I do this?"

Well...I can't say how I feel right now, they're starting to do that discreet bullying thing again, everything I try to do end up in "I don't think so"'s and I want to curl up and cry.

so apart from the Haunted house, I have moved across my small town, I now live with my dad, and my mom is going to end up in Glenwood eventually, I've agreed to part time, because honestly, my parents both treat me the same, they just want to be with my sister, I'm just the one that is there, that they have to figure out what to do with.

But, I've come up with a word for the three of my family members...

Immature.

It'd be nice to quietly work things out, but none of them will, it always turns into some stupid yelling match.

I think I'll just hide until I can see Mason, and then hide somemore.

I might drop by Amanda's house later too...

BAM Muthabuckkers.

Is it surprising that I am still alive?

lol...

ANYHOW.

I have moved, yes? Sort of, I am almost out of the old house, which I spent fourteen of the (almost) sixteen years I have been alive in.

It is sort of weird, but okay, I guess.

I mean, it doesn't really matter, cause I cannot consider any of these places "home".

Sometimes I laugh, I call the new place the duplex, and the old place the old house.

I prefer not being anywhere that my family considers "home"

I'd rather be with Mason.

He's the best.

I just can't see him until Tuesday. :'c

anyways, I figured I'd post something, just cause my blog seems a bit left out(I lurk everywhere)

So have a picture of me cosplaying Scootaloo and being with Slenderman at NDK.

Nuuuurrrrrr.

Guys...

I need prescription contacts/glasses...

I'm getting contacts for a month to see if I like them.

Well that'll be interesting(I'm getting them on Tuesday).

Also I'm moving within the next two-three weeks, and rest assured Amanda, I'm just moving into town(I tried to reply to your last comment but it won't alert you) I'll be in a duplex above City Market, So no biggie.

I'm going to go to a music in the park thing and then hiking on Sunday with my dad, sis, and a friend, We're night hiking up to Hanging Lake under the moon~

and last Saturday I went to a Flobots concert, and I got to hang out with the band(They're plain amazing, okay).

On Monday I'm going to hang out with Mason~ <3

I guess that's it for now~

Neglect. xD

I may have forgotten about you guys, sorry. xD

But, I have my distractions, Good and bad, such as,

Maaaassooon. <3

Venturing. <3

Haunted House.

Scout a rama.

NDK con.

Flobots Concert with Olivia.

Friends.

My new bunny.

Work.

School.

Divorce.

Moving.

Sometime soon I may be bothered to write a proper entry, but as for now, I'll just goof off of my blogger duties.

I told myself I'd wait.

Until I had something decent to post.
But I am feeling really down, so I'm just going to try not to cry and just be sad for a bit.
I am incredibly lonely, although there are people around, I don't have anyone I feel safe talking to anymore, I don't have any pets,
I feel awful, I want to cuddle with someone and just cry but, like I said, there isn't anyone I would feel comfortable crying to.
I wish I had a pet.
I need someone who won't judge me,
I need someone who doesn't think I'm worthless.

Now dad says I can get an Akita, but only an Akita, he says no other breed.
I'm not allowed to get a cat, and Akitas are expensive and hard to get.
So, in the time I need a buddy the most, I'm not allowed to have one.

Why did Basia have to go?
Why did my buddy have to leave me when I truly needed that comfort?
why do human beings have to be so judgmental?

I'll disappear now, I guess, nobody probably even bothered to read any of this anyways.

-Savannah

I am silent for reasons

Cause people who know my family irl follow me here.

Sorry guys, but for now my family situation is supposed to be 'kept to ourselves', Luckily my parents haven't found this blog. xD

Or my Tumblr.

GUYS I AM SAD.

My boyfriend is in Arizona for a week. ;a;

My bestie is probably still sick.

and I hung out with Olivia on the forth and fifth.

I HAVE LESS RL FRIENDS THAN THERE ARE DAYS OF THE WEEK(rl friends, that I can see irl)

NUUUUUUUU.

I will now go continue to tell the wildlife that I love them and ask them not to leave me. ;a;

ALSO MAYBE PICTURES IF MY NEW PHONE WILL LET ME POST THEM. >.<

Durrr hurr hurr.

Sorry I've been dead lately.

WHY THE HELL ARE SWIM TOPS FIFTY THREE FREAKING BUCKS?

REALLY!?

;a;

I am a broke homeschooler who needs a new swimsuit, and if the /top/ alone is fifty, I don't even want to know what the bottom is.

;a;a;a;a;a;a;a;a;a;a;a;a;a;a;

WHHHHHHYYYYYYY.

/goes to die of suffocation in her old one-piece.