My Heart was stolen to South Dakota.

Mason left to South Dakota to go to the Job Corps boarding school thing. 

He left on Friday, I think I have cried every night since Tuesday(We found out that he had to leave Friday instead of Feb. 11th)

We had Winter Biathlon on Saturday, Everyone there felt like someone was missing, it was Mason, he goes to EVERY Scout event.

I don't think in the two years I've known him that he has missed something.

He stole my heart and left to go to South Dakota.

I don't get to see him until January.

His mother and I have been trying to contact him since Friday with no luck, though the school will call her if something bad happens, We think he has to earn points for tech usage.

So now we end up calling each other every few days to see if one of us has been contacted.

I miss him so much.

It's unfair.

He won't be back until at least next year.

The longest you can stay is two years.

He plans to come back next year.

Hopefully the course he chose is only a year.

I wish he could talk to me.
I need to hear his voice.

I am going to mail him a Valentine's gift or letter.

I haven't decided.
Maybe they will let him have it.

I hope they do.
They can't say no contact.

That is wrong.

wrong

wrong

wrong

It is unfair.

He should be allowed to make phone calls.

He should be allowed to send emails.

They should at least have public phones and PC's if they say no to having your own.

I hope he can contact me.

I would feel so much better.

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School is okay.

I love the classes I'm taking(Improv. 1 and sewing 1)

But, as far a social/friends.

I don't belong.

I really don't.

They are only letting me eat with them to be polite.

I doubt they want me there.

It's so awkward.

I think I will start eating alone.

Maybe that is less awkward.

I don't know.

I am bad with people.

I cannot attach myself to them.

I am sorry.

~

Scouts is weird.

The end.

Mason needs to be there.

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